I was breathing like hell, my heart pondring as it is going to errupt like Volcano, And my friends forcing me alot to do the most desirable think of my life.
Yes it was desirable but believe me, I was not even able to stand when I realized what I am going to do.
As timing passing by adrenaline start runninig through my veins.
And then suddenly she starts leaving the college premises.
I knew that, I was left with only one chance and that is now or Never, and if this momemt passes away I will feel regret in my entire life.
And in the other side my friends were abusing me and as well as encouraging me for the toughest task.
One of my best buddy keep shouting on me and explaining me that BHAI AAJ HIMMAT KAR LE AND BOL DAAL. KAL TUJHE KHUD PAR NAAZ HOGA.
And in my own mind I was preparing for the same scene which is going to happen very soon. And
Meanwhile she has almost reached to the final exit stairs, then all of a sudden entire power of Universe empowered me and I approched to my love;
She was at exit gate on third last step of stairs. Moment that I can't forget in my life, just happend. I Praposed her.
Unsopken words have been said..
Meaning of said WORDs I really dont remember but Feelings and Message of those WORDS were very much true and by Heart.
Moment just happend.
I was prepared for the given answer.
I felt like my life's ultimate objective has achieved. NOTHING TO WORRY.
BUT it was just a delusion. I was thinking that I just have to convey my feelings to her so that I would not feel regretable in rest of my life.
In other words for the sake of my dignity and satisfaction I Proposed Someone.
Someone whom I loved a lot.
But after few moments only I realized that it is not over, Infact It was a beginning.
"Now I am Responsible for this proposal.
And even she is responsible of being Proposed".
I was totally unaware of these consequences.
Once again I was all alone with broken heart, she has gone from the premises and from my life too.
I still dont know on which state of mind she was and is.
And the worst part now I again feel that words are still unsaid.
I knew that she had feelings for me and to convert those feeling into love was my cup of tea, and I tried it too. People say it is never too late.
But sadly it was late in my condition.
If you love some one then dont wait for perfect moment just make Your moment perfect.
